Lost... ...

Lost... ...

I'm sure this word will come up or appear in each and every one person many times in their individual life. There will definitely be times where one will suddenly have a sense of lost direction in life. "Blur", "Bewildered" , "wondering", doubtful", this are some words to decribe the feeling.

I cant escape from this too. Indeed, this has probably applied to me a couple of times through my 2 years of army. Questions will pop me into my head. Things regarding family, friends, career, studies, even personal goals. Remembered once a few months ago, i was completely lost... that for the first time, i began to tell people about it... lucky had some friends to talk to in msn... Managed to get out of it... and seek a new direction in life i would say...

Life is indeed full of ups and downs.. as we go through the different stages of life. As young kids years ago, we worry simple stuffs like "when will holidays come soon", "will we pass our exams", or even "how i wish i could grow up sooner so that i can earn money".. these are some thinkings we had when we are young ... how simple, innocent, and naive...

But as we grow older, many much more things come to bother us. Things start to change when we are in our teenage years when we began to explore more, think more, know more and do more... Slowly, we exceed our past boundaries and try out new things, whether is it good or bad. Slowly but surely, as guys goes to army, girls go to work.. even more things worrys us.. relationship, family problems, money problems, work problems.. all this piled up together.. which is why u see everyone is so stressed up...sometimes i wander how kids from the next generation are going to survive.

ultimately, i guess whatever one goes through in any period of his/her life, it is something that is inevitable. For me, now just a 21 year guy, i believe there's more to come in many years to come. So like one's saying, "you dont avoid the problem, u faced it".. so be it, good or bad, tough or easy, i will try to take it on my stride and cope whatever pressure that comes to me... Yeah man... bring it on... and im staring to belive one thing.. that is when happiness cannot be found or searched.. it is started all from within.. that is if one try to be happy, stay happy, have a light and positive attitude towards everything.. i guess happiness will stick to the person.

So instead of "zhui qiu kuai le de ren shen" ... it should be
"kuai le de zhui qiu ren shen" I believe if one keep this way, any "lost" that happens onto him/her, it will be easily overcomed...