Friday, April 25, 2008

Simple / Complicated - 25/04/08

This thought just came to mind. Its between this two word, "Simple" and "Complicated"

Life suppose to be simple, but yet, people would always do something or think something that makes simple ... complicated.

Yesterday went to join Sports leaders camp. wasnt supposed to be there as an official participants, but was encouraged by Hussein to go. Since i could afford the time, i felt it was no harm going to learn and know more about the way things work and the people. I must say the end result personally was not too bad.

Discussion wise, i could observe a bit on how several individuals think through the discussion and chats. Some are just there because they were made to. other like me and Hussein still joined when they are not suppose to, because we want to. Comments/suggestions made during discussions, often than not, it is to address their individual problems specifically. simple procedures are made complicated all because of the complexicity of humans.

Claims of expenses have to go through at least a few steps... much time consumed by the parties involved.Events proposal have to be done.. Red Tape... Hierachy of events and chains to go through... All this made by humans, caused by humans... because of humans making things complicated when it ought to be easy.

even i myself are still going this period from time to time, be it relationship or work. May god bless and lead me the right path...!

Made quite a mess - 25/04/08

oh well, today started to work on the caps for the girl who requested her 2 caps. Really had to take time to buy the caps, buy the paints, and the thinking process is long and hard. In the end, when i got home at night, after talking to my bro and mum about my initial design, i decided to change in the end.

What ironic is, my initial design took me about 1 hour, while after suggestions and viewpoints from my bro, i took about 3 mins to draw a new one. Though it was much simple, it fulfilled more to the requirement that the girl wanted.

Anyway, started to colour and made quite a mess in the end, oh well.. that part and parcel of doing it yourself. I'm like 85% done for the first cap. Hope to get both done by saturday so that i can proceed to "hers" next.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Project Cap - 22/04/08

Project Cap coming up... now what's that... its another DIY thingy that i am going to do. Apparently, a girl contacted me through Wholivesnearyou that she likes my DIY caps that i posted in my blog that she would like me to do 2 caps for her.

Interesting, she is giving me the freedom to do the designs for her. However, i have to source the cap and think of the design though. Cant be profitable now but who knows right in the future... haha... I am just glad that she likes my designs so far. Hope to do a good job for her.

In addition, planning to do one for "her" too. Thinking she might need it ... I hope that she would like it or even use it too... Time will tell...

Friday, April 18, 2008

Though its over... 18/04/08

Exams over... yes its over... Year 1 down... 3 more years to go...

This week had Financial Accounting, Management Science and Technology and World Change.

FA, though it was cup of tea, in the sense that i did accounting before, it was supposed to be a breeze for me. Well, during studying, it did, cos i did not need to spend a lot of time to study this subject. On test date, it turn out to be quite tough i must say... Though manageable, there's still a thought hanging whether did i do well? Did i calculate them properly... cos in the end, i didnt had time to check at all, and with that uncertainty, it will always give me a uncomfortable feeling...

MS, i expected it to be tough, well... my prof doesn't give easy, straight forward question. True, from the start to the end, everyone was on their toes all the way... haha...I had to rush answering the questions and again, No time to check... i even had to skip a part question.. Now come to good part, I remembered at the start of the term, the first lesson, i would notice prof givving us a cheeky look at us when we were all so blur at the concepts he was teaching. Now at the end, when exam has finished, that same look has appeared. He was talking to 2 other students about the qns that he set. Apparently, two of the qns, the later part of the questions were exactly the same answers as the earlier part of the qns. He said it while explaining and that expression of his appeared again... oh my... it is as if he is "laughing" inside of him that we silly students were tricked by him yet again.

Oh well, today's TWC was no better. We had a set of articles, links, information to read up first before the paper. Though the questions given were a bit expected in a way or another, the time given was just 2 hours. BAsed on the things we need to absorb and write, i had to rush through the 2 hours yet again... and again... No time to check... in fact, i wouldnt know what to check...

Anyway, now that's over, what's next... Yes.. there is a 4 month holiday ahead of me before year 2. But... there's lots of things to settle, to ponder, to do... and to think about... Hai...

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Spirit of Enterprise - 09/04/08

Today i struggled with so insufficient sleep the night before. Think i slept less than 4 hours and had to attend a morning class for MS.

All points to me wanting to wake up in the early morning to watch the liverpool match... oh well... at least LIVERPOOL IS IN THE SEMIS!

anyway, after class, i had to head to SIM Management House for a briefing. It was job scope where i and others were to be interviewers for Spirit of Enterprise. Its a yearly event where entrepeunuers are awarded for their work they did in their respective fields.

And i... my work is to search for these kind of entrepeuneurs... interview them... and nominate them for the award... Interesting job indeed. Though its a adhoc assignment basis, it is one interesting job.

Anyone have someone in mind whom i can nominate for the award???

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Never let you go - 05/04/08

JANICE WEI LAN NEVER LET YOU GO (ENGLISH) LYRICS

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Can't Decide - 02/04/08

One of my few indecisive periods...
Holiday is coming soon.. right after exams...

hmm... what should i do? got plenty of options, but can't decide...
im sure that i would be working... only a matter of what will i be working...