Sunday, February 17, 2008

No mood 17/02/08

Supposed to complete some of the to do list this weekend.
But somehow... I just dont have the mood. Been thinking about some stuff... and pondering about Life again... Yes.. time from time, i would just think on just the topic about life itself...

What's there to think... well...
can be about friendship, relationship, work, family,
on reasons, results, purposes... on why must one do this...why must one react like that...
about how irony life is... about what should i do regarding certain aspects of life...
should i just go for it? Am i picky? Am i thinking too much? or might as well dont think at all?
Is there enought time? or simply too much time i have wasted already....

What if this.. What if that...
Why cant this... why cant that...
so many things... factors that link together... linking people's thoughts, actions and future consequences.... All are so interlinked... It ought to be simple.. But... it never was... and i guess it never will be...

Now.. who is reading this... bear with me...
It may be crap to you... but its what keeps me thinking a lot...
crazy as it is... it is just ME...

Mention to some before that i like to listen to people...
listen to their troubles, queries, questions...
like to help solve or simply just share by listening...
Today, another friend mention that im a positive looking person...
well... it is what keeps me going...
but often or not...i am the same as all others...
i havent been able to find a right person where i can do vice versa... where i can simply voice everything out... without thinking of the latter consequences that may bring...
Is this my weak link?
Who will it be... Will there ever be... I dont know...

1 comment:

d.a.r d.a.r said...

u can talk to me de wor~~~