Wooohooo! - 29/11/07

Yeah! exams finished!

just now straight after the paper went to ktv with my Creative Group mates. Sang for 3 hours plus. then after that, went to HongKong cafe for a late dinner...

though holidays now, but still have plans up ahead... like the biking trip, the stupid reservist, Red Cross blood donation drive... then its back to sch again... 1month seem so short...

Three papers to go 26/11/07

Today was the first of four exams before its officially holidays..
It was not too bad today, given the vagueness that topic is about. Had some difficulty in handling some of the questions but in the end still managed to answer all of them, though whether they are correct is another matter :)

three more to go! JIA YOU!!!

New way to study - 22/11/07

Today i came out a new way to study... well kind of...

I was totally sianed with studying for this coming exams. I must say it seems still manageable, but yet not so straight forward as 123.

Anyway, i was freaking sian to start study straight after my lunch. So this idea came to me.... why not study while travelling.... haha... yes.. meaning study in transport. After a bit of consideration, i decided to go with the crazy idea.

What i did was i took some of my notes from the subs and BGS text out. I thought since i have mrt concession, might as well use it. haha... so indeed 1 plus i left house.

What i did was i took from Eunos to Pasir Ris. From there all the way to Boon Lay. During the journey, i managed to glance through my BGS text and read through my AS notes. Not bad ah.... though it was a bit unconfortable. keke...

At Boon Lay, i walked a bit at Jurong Point. The crazy thing was i bought a soccer ball...was too attracted by the Addidas Liverpool soccer ball. I wanted to get one all along to be able to destress a little when at home. keke... so i have an extra thing to play with at home now. haa...

I took the journey back home from there and managed to reach at 5pm to see Yu Le Bai Fen Bai... keke... Crazy ah... But I like! wahahahahaha.... next time maybe can go around the north line, or to changi airport too :)

The ball that i bought today. Above is my floorball stick that i got over the weekend. Must borrow the floorballl too... so that i can play with it at home too! hahaha...

Sick ... Again.. - 19/11/07

Ok.. this time was not as bad as the last time when i had to go see a doctor.
But i practically slept 14 hours last night. From 9pm to 11am today...

even so, after lunch, i could not stick on my table any longer and went back to sleep for another 3 hours. And my flu/sorethroat/cough is only getting a bit better only.
Drank some herbal tea, pi pa gao in hope that i would get better. Now at 12am. got to go sleep soon. Tml morning have law class... Bleh!!!! Its kinda Anne's last lesson before law exams. Hope i can get in as much info i can tml.

And guess what, in the midst of typing this, i got a msg from my BMT friend who reminded me that ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! 19th nov. keke... that kinda brighten me a little...

Oh well, hope my upcoming 3-4 years of birthday would not be that sian as this. Busy for exams and worse, be sick too... :(

New guide - 16/11/07

What new guide?

Well, i was on my way to school when this guy just gave me a piece of paper and started talking to me. On the paper, was words that is discussing about the purpose of life.

They guy named, Eugene, started asking about what do I want to do in life. Now, After grad, After getting a job, After marrying... and then on. I could pick up what he was getting at. Soon, he relate back to christianity.

Whatever he said, I know and have been trying to answer it myself. That is what kind of life direction do i want to go. I told him that... that im still seeking this answer inside me, on what should i do... Should i just follow what others been doing, or seek something that will give me meaningfulness while working. Hard qn to answer, harder than projs, exams, interview... haha

Anyway, he said something new and made me see a new perspective. Does doing more good things than bad equate one person to be good? Well, i do not thiink so. Supppose one person were to do 99 bad things and 100 good things, it does not mean that he is thus good.

Another point he talked about is doing what one think i right. Yes, some people do things because others think is right, while others like me do things that i feel it is right, just and moral. However, what then is right? (that was his qn)... Now, that caught me a bit...
He go on to say that one must view himself as a total sinner, not a saint. Only then will we view the lord as a saviour. I guess that is true. We ought to do that, this way, whatever we do, we must seek the RIGHT WAY leaded by the lord.

Last point that i feel that he had the same thinking. Doing things that is really from the heart. The past him was a typical christian trying to live a standard christian life. Whatever he did, whether is it to offer help, he did it because he thinks that being a christian should help. He did not do it because his heart tells him to. This had creates a fakeness, though on the outside he indeed did something good. He said... to do things that is from the heart that is the true you. I do very much agree. Doing it from the heart not for any motive or purpose. but how many can be like that. I know i cant be like that for 100% of the time. That is how he linked back to the total sinner. We are definitely not a saint.

Before i left off to school, he told me that it is good that i have been thinking about this kind of stuff. But probably i could pray and seek answer from the lord and not just think it through on my own. another new perspective... How true... I think i must have left this point out all this while. It was good of him to give me another small pocket book of the chapter of John. And he reminded me to read it.

leaving off, i continue to walk towards school. after some distance, i looked to see if he had continue to talk to other people. ... but strange, i just could not see him there. It seems like he just walked off or he simply just disappeeared. Really... this really happen. and i was wearing my specs then, so it cant be of my poor eyesight. This made me wonder if they say "an angel" sent by the lord to enlighten me. Did not want to think much, so i just continue my way to school. Strange or not? Beats me... But im glad that i had stopped then...

One more Week past - 9/11/07

Oh, another week is coming to an end just like that. This week was much less taxing than the previous two weeks. However, again, most of my time is still at sch...

This week, most of the time was spent doing up my Acad essay and stats project.

Today quite pleased with my stats result. At least my hard work didnt go to waste.

This coming weekend, busy still... i'll be working ... other than that, meeting my poly friends for a meal ... they wanted to celebrate my birthday early... :)

Home but still doing work - 3/11/07

I finally got home around 2plus after my AS group meeting.
But still had to do up my law project. Suck.. bed is there, but cannot sleep.

Now finally done up the law and its 430pm already.
And what's left to do by tonight...
1) Acad writing draft
2) draft scenes for AS video

Ah!!!!!!!!
Staying over at school is much worse than expected!

Still in School ... ... - 3/11/07

Yes, 6 hours later after my last update, im still in school, same top and pants...
Now, waiting outside seminar room for my grp mates to come for our discussion.

Managed to sleep about 2 hours just now, in a GSR, with no air con and full of awkwardness.
I must keep myself awake!!! Still have a couple of hours to go ...

Im In School !!!! - 3/11/07

Freak !
Im still in sch .... Now at 330am! Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All because of law proj... :(
didnt expect to stay in school. but as the time pass by and ticks on...
we decided to stay for the night.

I didnt want to go home cos since i have another project meeting at 10am!

Please Lord, keep me healthy !