Time to a bit of reflection before my game at TSH later...
The past week was tiring... Everyday from monday to thursday it has been early morning till 11pm in school... Classes, project meeting, gym work and training...
Ytd was a bit lucky to be back at home by 7plus... but was partially frustrated by my grandma... nvm.. that's a small matter...
but anyway... a thought came to me ytd...
what happens if u see yourself in another person...
that the person is doing/reacting something similar to what u do at home...
u know it is not good.. and have been trying to avoid it...
Do u say " good... there's someone like me... i am right... "
or "yup, that's how bad i was... i better get my act together soon... "
time for the last game of the season later... it is really make or break...
can't imagine the team will be playing in a lower league next year...
that being said... i have given my all already during this period since IVP...
i have seen improvement in myself, though isnt as big as in the past...
so personally, i would praise myself for it... or at least to make myself feel better....
let's hope the team today can gel for the 3 periods... for those on and off the court...
hearts a like... like ONE... into the main goal of winning the game... !
Other than that, i guess, i have also learnt how to calm/relax and take a back seat at times to look my situation on an even more braoder perspective... seeing myself burnout and other friends around me "dying"... i really feel sad... and tragic to think is this what life is about? there should be an even better/higher level to achieve or attain... it is not just working so hard just to tire your body out ... and left with no one to share to...
continue.. .continue to reflect...
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Unknown Injury, Mystified - 19/10/09
Woke up One morning to realise i got a wrist injury out of nowhere...
Did not know what happen to it cos the night before sleeping, it was totally fine...
Can't bend or rotate fully with ease... been persisting for a couple of days..
Saturday is last game of season... suck.. will i make it?
wrist will be wrapped a bit for the next couple of days...
A hopefully prayer ...
Did not know what happen to it cos the night before sleeping, it was totally fine...
Can't bend or rotate fully with ease... been persisting for a couple of days..
Saturday is last game of season... suck.. will i make it?
wrist will be wrapped a bit for the next couple of days...
A hopefully prayer ...
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
PlainDirtTired - 07/10/09
Little did i realised beforehand that i will going to be in school for 17 hours straight... from 620am till 1145pm... wht the freak!
Duty, floorball, studying...
i am freaky tired...
and duty again later...
almost brain dead... Arghh....
Duty, floorball, studying...
i am freaky tired...
and duty again later...
almost brain dead... Arghh....
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Difference or not? - 03/10/09
Guys think things logically ...
Girls think things emotionally...
What happens when guys become too logical?
Girls may think they are insensitive to feelings, uncaring and probably inhumane
What happens when girls become too emotional?
Guys may think they are wilful, totally illogically and probably senseless
Irony but true...
Difference there is...
Permanent solution there may be not, but yet there is...
What it takes is probably the acceptance of both for both...
Girls think things emotionally...
What happens when guys become too logical?
Girls may think they are insensitive to feelings, uncaring and probably inhumane
What happens when girls become too emotional?
Guys may think they are wilful, totally illogically and probably senseless
Irony but true...
Difference there is...
Permanent solution there may be not, but yet there is...
What it takes is probably the acceptance of both for both...
Monday, September 07, 2009
Can i ? Should I? - 07/09/09
A random comment by Hussein ytd caught me thinking...
he was encouraging me to tryout div 1 next year... hmm...
Can i raise my game to that level?
Should I give it a try?
That's something i will probably think about in the upcoming months ahead...
he was encouraging me to tryout div 1 next year... hmm...
Can i raise my game to that level?
Should I give it a try?
That's something i will probably think about in the upcoming months ahead...
Still Juggling - 07/09/09
wow... since my last post, it has been 3 weeks gone!
Now in week 4 of the term, yes ... i feel time reali flies again... darn...
Mid term, projects, and presentations coming up ! Shitz!!!
But anyway, glad to score 2 goals ytd and got the first win of the season... ^^
Keep it up !
Now in week 4 of the term, yes ... i feel time reali flies again... darn...
Mid term, projects, and presentations coming up ! Shitz!!!
But anyway, glad to score 2 goals ytd and got the first win of the season... ^^
Keep it up !
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I'm feeling the shackness already - 18/08/09
2nd day of school and im slowly feeling the shackness already... haha...
Very glad that i took this module, Training and Development.
From the 1st lesson today, Prof have already given me different insights of what i have experience beforehand. Do look forward to learn more from the class and Prof...
Woohoo!
Training later...
Very glad that i took this module, Training and Development.
From the 1st lesson today, Prof have already given me different insights of what i have experience beforehand. Do look forward to learn more from the class and Prof...
Woohoo!
Training later...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Sucky Game - 16/07/09
Today was first game of floorball Div 2 league.
Damn sucky performance today...
Tml first day of term
suck too!
Damn sucky performance today...
Tml first day of term
suck too!
Friday, August 07, 2009
Words - 07/08/09
Words through a person's mouth can be nice and can be hmm... not so nice...
Often, when it is spoken, is it just a casual remark or an underlying meaning to it?
Oh well... ignoring maybe the best solution afterall...
Often, when it is spoken, is it just a casual remark or an underlying meaning to it?
Oh well... ignoring maybe the best solution afterall...
5 hours of sleep - 07/08/09
Its been a long time since i last time will be sleeping only 5 hours or less
Gosh... 12am and Im still up...
later 5am plus must get up for gym work lo...
Gosh... 12am and Im still up...
later 5am plus must get up for gym work lo...
Saturday, August 01, 2009
Back but alone... - 01/08/09
Im Back to gym to work...
1st August 7am... but guess what... Im alone here!!!
Argh....
1st August 7am... but guess what... Im alone here!!!
Argh....
Thursday, July 30, 2009
secret's out - 30/07/09
The "secret" is out.. and i am a relieved son.. haha...
^^
what's to come in the near future?
who knows... whatever.. just deal with it... keke..
^^
what's to come in the near future?
who knows... whatever.. just deal with it... keke..
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Quotes - 28/07/09
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch with them.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. HE can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful. Learn to share or let go.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take NO for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. TODAY is special.
22. Over prepare everything you do, then, go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words, ''In 5 years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose LIFE.
28. Forgive everyone everything, because no one is perfect, not even you.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood – make sure you are there for most of it.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved even if you were not loved in return.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile & saw everyone else's, we'll grab ours back in an instant.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. YIELD.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a GIFT
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch with them.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. HE can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful. Learn to share or let go.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take NO for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. TODAY is special.
22. Over prepare everything you do, then, go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words, ''In 5 years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose LIFE.
28. Forgive everyone everything, because no one is perfect, not even you.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood – make sure you are there for most of it.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved even if you were not loved in return.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile & saw everyone else's, we'll grab ours back in an instant.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. YIELD.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a GIFT
Monday, July 27, 2009
Nice :) - 27/07/09
了解——理解——宽容——感谢
感情都是先从了解开始的，理解他的难处，宽容他的过错，感谢他所有的努力
nice interpretation or rather inspiration by my friend...
感情都是先从了解开始的，理解他的难处，宽容他的过错，感谢他所有的努力
nice interpretation or rather inspiration by my friend...
A good Sunday - 27/07/09
A good Sunday i had...
Scored a goal, won a match
Watch Liverpool Match LIVE!
and things are more confimed now... GREAT! ^^
Scored a goal, won a match
Watch Liverpool Match LIVE!
and things are more confimed now... GREAT! ^^
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
At Risk Kids - 16/07/09
One of the pilot program by my company and Queensway Sec was to implement a At Risk Youth program, specially to tackle kids with difficult background.... they are kids who have been very poor in attendance in school.. either bcos of family background, or lack of friends at school..
This week was the start of the 8 day program.
I planned most of the program from start, and last min had to go in to do the training because one of trainers have to pull out for the 1st week of lessons. So there i was with my other trainer, first time pretty nervous of what's ahead of us.
Surprisingly, it turn out to be quite ok... in fact, it is much better than expected. Today was the 3rd day of lessons. From the total strength of 16 students, we had 8 students on day 1, 10 students on day 2 and 12 students on day 3. these are good signs that the program are working in some ways.
The HOD and teacher in charge of this program has been helpful and also passionate in helping the kids. I see a good role model not only for the kids, but also for me to look to. Glad that i could be involved in this project. Though the trainer will be back next week, i will hope to pop in as and when to see how the kids progresses. and hopefully whatever i say or do during the last 3 days has an impact on some kids.
This week was the start of the 8 day program.
I planned most of the program from start, and last min had to go in to do the training because one of trainers have to pull out for the 1st week of lessons. So there i was with my other trainer, first time pretty nervous of what's ahead of us.
Surprisingly, it turn out to be quite ok... in fact, it is much better than expected. Today was the 3rd day of lessons. From the total strength of 16 students, we had 8 students on day 1, 10 students on day 2 and 12 students on day 3. these are good signs that the program are working in some ways.
The HOD and teacher in charge of this program has been helpful and also passionate in helping the kids. I see a good role model not only for the kids, but also for me to look to. Glad that i could be involved in this project. Though the trainer will be back next week, i will hope to pop in as and when to see how the kids progresses. and hopefully whatever i say or do during the last 3 days has an impact on some kids.
Monday, July 06, 2009
You and Me - 06/07/09
For those i care, U will get it from me...
For those i dont, its never and nothing...
For those i really super care, I do it more through action
Man of less words and talk I am
I yearn for appreciation, encouragement and encouragement
Irony eh... quite the opposite of what i do/give and what i want back in return
For those i dont, its never and nothing...
For those i really super care, I do it more through action
Man of less words and talk I am
I yearn for appreciation, encouragement and encouragement
Irony eh... quite the opposite of what i do/give and what i want back in return
Im on own now - 06/07/09
With the cancellation, Im on my own now...
Got to earn and save more now till graduation...
Jia You!
Got to earn and save more now till graduation...
Jia You!
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Good Weekend - 05/07/09
just had a good weekend...
though a bit tired... but it was worth it...
better dont think too much... just take one day at a time...
look into the "right" side... things will be better...
though a bit tired... but it was worth it...
better dont think too much... just take one day at a time...
look into the "right" side... things will be better...
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