Time to a bit of reflection before my game at TSH later...
The past week was tiring... Everyday from monday to thursday it has been early morning till 11pm in school... Classes, project meeting, gym work and training...
Ytd was a bit lucky to be back at home by 7plus... but was partially frustrated by my grandma... nvm.. that's a small matter...
but anyway... a thought came to me ytd...
what happens if u see yourself in another person...
that the person is doing/reacting something similar to what u do at home...
u know it is not good.. and have been trying to avoid it...
Do u say " good... there's someone like me... i am right... "
or "yup, that's how bad i was... i better get my act together soon... "
time for the last game of the season later... it is really make or break...
can't imagine the team will be playing in a lower league next year...
that being said... i have given my all already during this period since IVP...
i have seen improvement in myself, though isnt as big as in the past...
so personally, i would praise myself for it... or at least to make myself feel better....
let's hope the team today can gel for the 3 periods... for those on and off the court...
hearts a like... like ONE... into the main goal of winning the game... !
Other than that, i guess, i have also learnt how to calm/relax and take a back seat at times to look my situation on an even more braoder perspective... seeing myself burnout and other friends around me "dying"... i really feel sad... and tragic to think is this what life is about? there should be an even better/higher level to achieve or attain... it is not just working so hard just to tire your body out ... and left with no one to share to...
continue.. .continue to reflect...
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