to ponder...

strange to year bck ytd after not been there for quite some time.... but its good.... 6 more months or so, it will be my next leaving place.... as I see seniors who have to take key as per normal user, it came to me that it will also happen to me soon.... nice to see that they are still fine... even jackson is involve in training... can see he is enjoying what he is doing.... maybe just maybe, my path will be the same as him?

but have to settle the issue before me... nvr tot it can be quite a torture... on one hand, I enjoyed the people company, other than some... the environment is just some how not for me.... for once, my decisiveness have to stand.... however, to make it end well... tactful I must be....

face it, deal with it n move on....

weak wrist

wrist is recovering... hope I can train proper on Monday.... Thursday have to cone out another series of workout for e guys... have something on mind... hope the attendance would be good...

n Dar... I knw u will read... yes I love u so... no doubt abt it... didn't say thru phone... say here count ba... :p

Lesson learnt..

Never thought that I would Do such a thing, but I still did.... guess it was decisive part of me that gave me e courage to do so...

Anyway,it is a lesson learnt, knowing what ought to be more appropriate in e the future...

one n a half week to go, hope I can end it soon n leave in a good manner...

boo hoo hoo

hi my Dar Dar...
havent been here for damn long time...

other than Dar... don't think anyone else will cm in to read it...

boo hoo hoo

hi my Dar Dar...
havent been here for damn long time...

other than Dar... don't think anyone else will cm in to read it...

Internship / Take Term Off - 13/11/09

Saw a internship posts that looks very tempting for me to apply...

but the key is... i have to take the term off...

Should I .. or should I not???
hmmm....

Game won 1.5 week ago - 3/11/09

Delayed post yet again...

Was glad that our last game was a victory and kept us back in Div 2 next year.
Also more satisfying is my contribution to the team - 2 goals 3 assist...

that should mark my best game in terms of points scoring thus far in my career...
That being said, after which, the following week was back to business in school with 3 presentation per day for 3 days...

Fast and Furious? well.. not really... surprisingly, it was quite ok in the end... or at least i felt quite ok... maybe i learn how to cope the stress better as my time in SMU goes by... and usually when this happens, it kinda mark the start of my boredom...

This character in me of searching new challenges in life i guess... once i get used to something, i will feel bored and hope to escape it and seek new challenges...

As the terms closes in, ought to also note i will have 2 sems to go... that's quite soon... so meaning, the next challenge to come is my first formal career...
HR generalist or Training and development or simply my random thinking of freelancing?

Thats probably the next agenda coming up once the term ends...
More to tackle is FIC - Fitness Instructor Course... maybe NCAP too?

Reflections - 24/10/09

Time to a bit of reflection before my game at TSH later...
The past week was tiring... Everyday from monday to thursday it has been early morning till 11pm in school... Classes, project meeting, gym work and training...

Ytd was a bit lucky to be back at home by 7plus... but was partially frustrated by my grandma... nvm.. that's a small matter...

but anyway... a thought came to me ytd...
what happens if u see yourself in another person...
that the person is doing/reacting something similar to what u do at home...
u know it is not good.. and have been trying to avoid it...
Do u say " good... there's someone like me... i am right... "
or "yup, that's how bad i was... i better get my act together soon... "

time for the last game of the season later... it is really make or break...
can't imagine the team will be playing in a lower league next year...
that being said... i have given my all already during this period since IVP...
i have seen improvement in myself, though isnt as big as in the past...
so personally, i would praise myself for it... or at least to make myself feel better....
let's hope the team today can gel for the 3 periods... for those on and off the court...
hearts a like... like ONE... into the main goal of winning the game... !

Other than that, i guess, i have also learnt how to calm/relax and take a back seat at times to look my situation on an even more braoder perspective... seeing myself burnout and other friends around me "dying"... i really feel sad... and tragic to think is this what life is about? there should be an even better/higher level to achieve or attain... it is not just working so hard just to tire your body out ... and left with no one to share to...

continue.. .continue to reflect...