Heavy - 30/06/09

As one grows older, doesnt his/her weight of responsibility/tiredness/fatigue over life just grow too...

will the term ahead be busier? - 24/06/09

Gosh... the start of term seems nearer and nearer...
a sudden thought... i was so busy and tired last term that i nearly completely shack out... now that its coming back... how will it be like?

i will still take 5 modules... also my 2 part time jobs.. plus floorball of course...
shit! holy shit! and i can't let any go... no choice... anyway, as time draws nearer and nearer to graduation, it seems a bit more clearer on my path to go... but still there's still uncertainty... hope everything settles as it comes... like they chuan dao qiao zhi ran zhi...

Hard to Find - 19/06/09

It is really pretty hard to find isn't it...
You can't just say, "I want, i find, i will get.. "
You can't just randomly pick ... You can't randomly accept...

How is it to be it... ? When at times you think you are finding, but you are really not... or you are not finding, it may be just there for you to take note of it...

*^&#*@@... i thought giving my brain a break was a good thing... Oh well... it was in a way... blehhhhhhhhh

Let's pray then...

Passages for guys and for girls - 19/06/09

2 Passages i got from my gan mei... Very interesting indeed... Again, it highlights the difference in male and female... and we thought life is already complicating enough

1)
男生的心
男生的心很脆弱,
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎,
如果妳一直若即若離, 我怎麼敢喜歡妳.
男生的心思很細密,
喜歡妳的我, 會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為妳會懂得珍惜.
男生的爱情很不容易說出口,
因為一旦說出口, 或許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受.
男生的心很懦弱,
總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇,
或許 一打開雙唇盡吐心語後,
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中...

2)
女生的心
常常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好,我可能就會喜歡你.
女生的感情很豐富,
喜歡你的我,會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂.
女生的心很容易受傷,
所以我不輕易說出口,假如期望落空了.
傷心難過很不好 受.
女生的心很倔強,
總希望你先說,如果你也猶豫不決,
或許我們就這樣錯過,
再來後悔為何當初不說

The Difference Maker - 19/06/09

Some quotes i gotten out from a book, The Difference Maker.

-“If you don’t like something, change it. If you can’t change it, change your attitude. Don’t complain.”

-The greatest difference my difference maker can make is within me, not others.

-“A great leader doesn’t treat problems as special. He treats them as normal.” If you are working, expect problems. If you are dealing with family, expect problems. If you are minding your own business and trying to relax, expect problems. If everything goes according to plan, then be pleasant surprised. If it doesn’t and you’ve planned accordingly, then you won’t get so frustrated. A problem not anticipated is a problem. A problem anticipated is an opportunity.

-Afraid of poverty? Convert it to a positive work ethic
Afraid of greediness? Convert it to generosity
Afraid of rejection? Convert it to an ability to connect with people
Afraid of insignificance? Convert it to the service of others

-“It may not be your fault for being down, but it is your fault for not getting up” – Steve Davis

Bored Bored sian sian.. - 17/06/09

Hai... hai ... hai...
ok... for once a long time... i choose to pose something a bit more negative...
human mah...

sometimes wanna just knock my brains out... and throw it away...
Do i need to keep myself more busy and occupied?
or do i need a new life direction?
or what... a new life stage i have to go through?

blehhhhhhhhh...

4th week of internship - 07/06/09

Wooh... Just like that, this coming week is my 4th week of internship...
and i remembered taking this long for my holiday before that... wow.. time flies man..

This week would be interesting given that the whole place would be left with just 2 interns around! Me and Karen! wow! amazing... i got this info right on the first day of work and was amazed that our boss would let this happen...

This actually shows her flexibility and autonomy she has given us. Honestly, i was not comfortable with this initially. And the more the "gives", the more i hope to return back in terms of work competence and results.

I would have a to do list before she comes back. She has given us the freedom too when she and our full time colleague is away. So let's hope this week is smooth going and i will be able to complete the tasks given or even more...