Internship / Take Term Off - 13/11/09
9:38 PM
Saw a internship posts that looks very tempting for me to apply... but the key is... i have to take the term off...
Should I .. or should I not???
hmmm....
Game won 1.5 week ago - 3/11/09
11:22 PM
Delayed post yet again... Was glad that our last game was a victory and kept us back in Div 2 next year.
Also more satisfying is my contribution to the team - 2 goals 3 assist...
that should mark my best game in terms of points scoring thus far in my career...
That being said, after which, the following week was back to business in school with 3 presentation per day for 3 days...
Fast and Furious? well.. not really... surprisingly, it was quite ok in the end... or at least i felt quite ok... maybe i learn how to cope the stress better as my time in SMU goes by... and usually when this happens, it kinda mark the start of my boredom...
This character in me of searching new challenges in life i guess... once i get used to something, i will feel bored and hope to escape it and seek new challenges...
As the terms closes in, ought to also note i will have 2 sems to go... that's quite soon... so meaning, the next challenge to come is my first formal career...
HR generalist or Training and development or simply my random thinking of freelancing?
Thats probably the next agenda coming up once the term ends...
More to tackle is FIC - Fitness Instructor Course... maybe NCAP too?
Reflections - 24/10/09
9:39 AM
Time to a bit of reflection before my game at TSH later... The past week was tiring... Everyday from monday to thursday it has been early morning till 11pm in school... Classes, project meeting, gym work and training...
Ytd was a bit lucky to be back at home by 7plus... but was partially frustrated by my grandma... nvm.. that's a small matter...
but anyway... a thought came to me ytd...
what happens if u see yourself in another person...
that the person is doing/reacting something similar to what u do at home...
u know it is not good.. and have been trying to avoid it...
Do u say " good... there's someone like me... i am right... "
or "yup, that's how bad i was... i better get my act together soon... "
time for the last game of the season later... it is really make or break...
can't imagine the team will be playing in a lower league next year...
that being said... i have given my all already during this period since IVP...
i have seen improvement in myself, though isnt as big as in the past...
so personally, i would praise myself for it... or at least to make myself feel better....
let's hope the team today can gel for the 3 periods... for those on and off the court...
hearts a like... like ONE... into the main goal of winning the game... !
Other than that, i guess, i have also learnt how to calm/relax and take a back seat at times to look my situation on an even more braoder perspective... seeing myself burnout and other friends around me "dying"... i really feel sad... and tragic to think is this what life is about? there should be an even better/higher level to achieve or attain... it is not just working so hard just to tire your body out ... and left with no one to share to...
continue.. .continue to reflect...
Unknown Injury, Mystified - 19/10/09
1:15 AM
Woke up One morning to realise i got a wrist injury out of nowhere... Did not know what happen to it cos the night before sleeping, it was totally fine...
Can't bend or rotate fully with ease... been persisting for a couple of days..
Saturday is last game of season... suck.. will i make it?
wrist will be wrapped a bit for the next couple of days...
A hopefully prayer ...
PlainDirtTired - 07/10/09
11:38 AM
Little did i realised beforehand that i will going to be in school for 17 hours straight... from 620am till 1145pm... wht the freak!Duty, floorball, studying...
i am freaky tired...
and duty again later...
almost brain dead... Arghh....
Difference or not? - 03/10/09
11:22 PM
Guys think things logically ... Girls think things emotionally...
What happens when guys become too logical?
Girls may think they are insensitive to feelings, uncaring and probably inhumane
What happens when girls become too emotional?
Guys may think they are wilful, totally illogically and probably senseless
Irony but true...
Difference there is...
Permanent solution there may be not, but yet there is...
What it takes is probably the acceptance of both for both...
Can i ? Should I? - 07/09/09
3:59 PM
A random comment by Hussein ytd caught me thinking... he was encouraging me to tryout div 1 next year... hmm...
Can i raise my game to that level?
Should I give it a try?
That's something i will probably think about in the upcoming months ahead...
Still Juggling - 07/09/09
3:54 PM
wow... since my last post, it has been 3 weeks gone!Now in week 4 of the term, yes ... i feel time reali flies again... darn...
Mid term, projects, and presentations coming up ! Shitz!!!
But anyway, glad to score 2 goals ytd and got the first win of the season... ^^
Keep it up !